[ my re-churching ]
yesterday was palm sunday.
it was also my first time going to church in 8 months.
before you judge me, i always wanted to go but i had no idea there were masses in english!
i seriously thought it was all swedish.
but i probably should have checked up on that ages ago.
so yes. my fault. but at least i know now.
anyway before mass started, the altar boy came up to me and asked me to read the prayers of the faithful in front.
and being the asshole that i am, i said "no thanks, i'm shy".
i regretted it straight away, and i still feel bad!
my first 5 minutes there after so long, and already i was denying service to the church.
tsk.
hello would you like to help the church. NO THANKS I'M SHY.
one word.
ASS.
forgive me father, for i'm an ass.
i decided today, that if they ask me anything like that again, not that they will, i would gladly go.
x
♥
Jill
3:12 AM